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Post by Amaterasu Solar on Aug 22, 2016 1:24:13 GMT
Recently - like a month ago, I moved from a small cabin that a friend of Mine rented for Me for four years. The arrangement was that I would catalog things in a closed museum next door to the place I moved into and then sell them on the web in exchange for rent and a cut of the sales. I moved in and waited for the landlord to come by and get Me started - I didn't have the key. I finally called, and He said He would get back with Me. I waited some more.
I finally called again and was told that the deal was off - no clue what happened - and I had to get out of the place!!!
My friend, who was paying the rent at the other place, was evicted from His home after battling in court in the HSBC MERS mortgage fraud. He has no money and nowhere to live, and can no longer help Me with things like toilet paper, cat food & litter, and laundry. He was told by the same man that "hired" Me that My friend could rent the house behind Me. He changed His mind about My friend, too, after promising He would not leave Him out on the streets. But now... My friend and His wife are on the streets.
The place was a mess when I moved in and I spent about 15 hours total cleaning the filth left by the previous tenant - including URINE dried on the floor! - aggravating My rheumatological condition and permanently doing damage to My thumb joints. Now, even trying to open jars sends searing pains all the way to My elbows! It was slow work for Me, but I kept at it, recuperating between stints of cleaning, but the thumb joints are not simmering down. I was willing to do the cleaning, at whatever the cost, to have a job and an income - FINALLY! (I have applied to over 100,000 jobs in the last decade - and I might think, based on excuses I got when a number of places said I had the job and then told Me I didn't, that someOne is out there making sure I don't get hired anywhere - or at least that I am blacklisted somehow.)
No landlord expects a tenant to pay rent (He wants rent for the time I have been here) AND clean the filth from the previous tenant!!! Or to just live with it! I will be billing Him for 15 hours spent cleaning at $20 an hour - AND for pain, suffering, and permanent damage to My joints. I think $1,000,000,000 is about right for that....
I doubt He will pay a dime, but it's the principle! Meanwhile, I will likely be sleeping under a bridge with My two cats before long. I have nowhere to go.
I tried to get on disability a number of times, but the doctors They send Me to (none were rheumatologists) think I am faking My condition because My SED rates are normal. I try to tell Them that the head of rheumatology at UCLA, decades ago when I first went in because of My joint issues, told Me that though it is quite uncommon for People with rheumatological conditions to have normal SED rates, it was not unheard of. These doctors will hear nothing of it!
On top of that, I am in a dinky town. And when I first came to town, because the same man reneged on an agreement to have Me work as a graphic designer because His wife (who has since passed) flipped Her lid and said no way, I discovered that the only services for housing were for People with children. So... The bridge is the option for Me in a week at most. [sigh]
Life sucks so badly sometimes. I will try to make it to the library and such to keep up with the forum, but who knows if I will be able to do so. I did write a book while waiting for this jerk to get back with Me, but without an address and maybe no web access, I have no clue if I can get it to publishers, or if They can get a check to Me if They do get it and want it. So... We'll see what the future holds!
Hold down the fort, robo.
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Post by Amaterasu Solar on Aug 23, 2016 11:13:33 GMT
For any reading this, know that I am a few months shy of 60 years old, female, and have done tens of thousands of hours of work to create a better place on this planet for ALL of Us, and with a total of less than $1000 given to compensate Me for My work in the last four years, I am making something like $0.00000001 an hour. There is a GoFundMe if Any want to help: www.gofundme.com/Solution2Poverty-and-War |
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Post by Amaterasu Solar on Aug 23, 2016 20:44:50 GMT
Update: Packing is going very slowly - the thumb joints are excruciating, and I do not want to do more damage to them. I have dropped a number of things when the pain shot up My arm. Not sure what I will do with My stuff - with nowhere to go.
I have called a number of places and the only housing assistance is rent assistance for Those with a job, or for Those with children, or for domestic abuse victims. I qualify for nothing.
I contacted Vocational Rehabilitation and They need verification of My condition, and pointed Me to a local clinic which the guy said would do the work on a sliding scale.
I called the clinic and was told that the minimum charge was $25, and that is just for the initial appointment. I do not have $25. They also said They needed verification of income or something from the One who is supporting Me. I have no income and no One is supporting Me.
So. No help is available to Me at all. Zero, zip, nada. How screwed is THAT?
I called the landlord and asked for an extension on the "end of the week." I left a message explaining that it will take Me much longer to complete the packing with My thumbs in the condition they are in. He has not returned My call.
I cannot find any attorneys who will take My case - I want to sue for breach of contract; I need the money - on contingency - with no money to pay Them, They are not interested.
I haven't found a way to print out the invoice for My work, pain, suffering, and joint damage, so haven't even delivered that.
So. I'm about as screwed as I can be.
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Post by Amaterasu Solar on Aug 23, 2016 21:54:28 GMT
UPDATE: Finally connected with a friend who is an atty. I'm getting advice, and things are easing up, stresswise. I may be here longer than expected.
I could still use some help - I am nearly out of cat food and no money to buy more, also cat sand. And I need to go to the laundry and clean a fair amount which is piling up. I need money ($6) for the county transpo. I'm not quite old enough to get it free, and can't get on disability!
Oh, and I need toilet paper! Seriously need toilet paper!
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Post by Amaterasu Solar on Aug 24, 2016 17:07:38 GMT
Update: I found an attorney that said I have a case but would only take it on contingency if I can provide the financials of the scum who is doing this to Me. I have NO idea how to do this, but... I will be asking My lawyer friend how to go about doing that. (My friend is in another state and so is not wanting to take any cases here, otherwise I would be giving Him the case.)
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Post by Amaterasu Solar on Aug 24, 2016 18:51:04 GMT
Update: The sheriff just came by and told Me that the scum are filing for legal eviction. Well, I am here until I get the paperwork. No clue how long that will be. I have called all kinds of places, and no One can help! I am SOL sometime too soon! Please, PLEASE! I have done so much work for Humanity, getting virtually nothing in return, and I sure could use some help NOW!!! Tears are flowing. I DON'T want to LIVE UNDER A BRIDGE!!!!!
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Post by Amaterasu Solar on Aug 25, 2016 0:33:13 GMT
Asking a friend - still awaiting a reply - to take Me in until another friend has an RV paid off He's living in His truck - semi truck - doing trucking until the RV is paid for and there is no room for Me in the truck. Once the RV is paid off, He's going to take to the road in the RV making smoking pipes to sell. He can come get Me wherever I am. And I am told it takes a while to evict People - maybe a month? So one month homeless.
If I got enough money for a cheap motel for that time... But so far, I have had zero help from anyOne. Not a penny. I am seriously battling choosing to depress. I will be losing My beloved cats - We're working on finding Them a home, but it may be that I will have to abandon them if no One takes them in. I am in tears.
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Post by Amaterasu Solar on Aug 25, 2016 1:52:40 GMT
I received a $25 donation from CJ. Bless Her heart! The check will be closer to $20, but every little bit helps!
EDIT to add: CJ offered to take Me in!!! And the cats!!! But somehow I need to get all My stuff and the cats from Georgia to NY. If I had enough to rent a car and someOne with a DL to do the renting/driving, I could do it!!! The driver would not be difficult, but there is no money for a car. [sigh] I do hope some kind soul gives enough to do that. I have a few weeks while They go through the eviction process to get the $$$$$. I might have to give the driver some $$$ for the effort... If I got $500 I could do it!
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Post by Amaterasu Solar on Aug 25, 2016 12:11:57 GMT
UPDATE: I have a plan - one that would not require Me to give away My kitters (presuming We found someOne to take them - so far it has been no-go) or abandon them, which would break My heart! CJ said last night that She has a spare room I can live in AND My kitters. I will ask My sister (who has blocked Me on email and I have lost Her number and can't find it online) for some money. We have not been on speaking terms since She legally kidnapped My beloved daughter, who is 13 now. I haven't seen My daughter since She was six, so seven years...
A friend in NY is willing to rent a vehicle and come get Me and take Me to Buffalo where CJ lives. He has My sister's email and will ask Her to email Me Her phone number or call Me. He is not blocked. When I get a hold of Her I will ask. Of course, She may refuse to help... But I place highest probability that She will give Me at least enough to pay Him for the rental, gas, motels along the way, food, and a bit extra for doing this for Me.
So... With all luck on My side, I will be able to get all My stuff and My beloved kitters to CJ's.
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Post by Amaterasu Solar on Aug 25, 2016 18:21:58 GMT
UPDATE: Seems CJ failed to discuss Me coming with Her son who pays the rent. He is furious. It's not clear whether the answer is no, but it's not looking good... This up-down-up-down ride is getting tiring. Perhaps My sister, with whom I have not been on speaking terms for 7 years, will send money. I'm working that angle.
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Post by Amaterasu Solar on Aug 29, 2016 11:06:09 GMT
UPDATE: Still waiting to be served with anything calling for Me to leave. I have most everything packed and am living out of boxes. Not the most comfortable way to live, but it's better than living under a bridge. Beyond the $25 from CJ, I have received nothing. Perhaps it is because all Those who see value in what I do to create better here, the Ones I work for, are struggling too.
The Ones with money never seem to grasp the value in My work, indoctrinated into the idea that somehow, on a planet that belongs to ALL of Us, We are required to "earn" the living We did not consent to at birth. They see that THEY have "earned" Their living, and for Those who struggle - well, They just have not "tried hard enough."
As if, in this system We have set up, in this artificial scarcity, We ALL can do swimmingly if We just "try hard enough."
But the cards are stacked against Us - high hoops to jump through, having to be at the right place at the right time, fierce competition for everything. No matter how You cut it, SOMEONE (most) loses.
If no One works for better, better will not happen. The "crazy" Ones who do, often unpaid for Their work, are the heroes, though Others may see Them as tilting at windmills. Without these heroes, the Ones who want power over Others, the psychopaths among Us, will continue to create hell unobstructed.
So, against the odds, against the indoctrination, against the propaganda and the lies, I press on. Determined to create better, here on this planet, I struggle in daily life. It's worth it to be a hero. It's worth it to help bring better to this planet, transfixed as it is under the psychopaths' spell. Perhaps My work is for naught, but I am sure it is not. Ideas and knowledge drive Humanity along Our path, and the more I share the ideas, the more I offer knowledge, the more I press onward, the higher the probability there is that the seed I sow will sprout.
Bless everyOne who cares but cannot help. I love You all!
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Post by Amaterasu Solar on Aug 30, 2016 14:04:05 GMT
UPDATE: I have received a $10 donation. Though small, that the One who donated it cares enough to offer what They could is priceless to Me! The $10 will be used to buy toilet paper. I desperately need some!
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Post by LUCKY☆ on Sept 1, 2016 17:40:45 GMT
you got at least 30 days for an eviction notice to time to move out.hold fast but know that cops will just be dragging your stuff out in the yard.lol if they got the guts.ive never actually seen an eviction and i would think most donut eaters are too lazy.
if you are forced to move out then move north.atlanta is a dump.also someone will pick you up if you are walking.nobody is going to let a lady walk down the road.
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Post by Amaterasu Solar on Sept 26, 2016 0:37:30 GMT
Well, They called the power company and reported that the power was on but in no One's name. The power company came and turned off the power. I could not stay. My sister bought Me a bus ticket to New York. I am now there, bouncing around friends' places and trying to get services. I am on a tablet that sucks and have only rare access. Hopefully I will get help. Don't expect Me often...
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Post by Amaterasu Solar on Oct 6, 2016 0:06:49 GMT
UPDATE: Because I don't have an address where I am living DSS will not give Me services - meaning either I endure a homeless shelter or have no money for food. WTF??? I have been in too many homeless shelters! And Disability is STILL denying Me, saying I have provided no new info - even though I point out They are basing decisions on faulty data! There ARE rheumatological conditions like Mine with a normal SED rate, though they are rare. With DSS not giving Me Medicaid so I can see a rheumatologist, I am screwed 12 ways from Sunday unless I enter a loathsome homeless shelter! So sad the Ones who see the value in My work are all Ones who cannot help.
Love always!
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Post by LUCKY☆ on Oct 6, 2016 23:49:50 GMT
just file a new ssi where you are now,state the condition is worse.dont cost you nothing but time.
most cafes these days have free wifi.miss you amy.me and shawn think of you.
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Post by Amaterasu Solar on Oct 8, 2016 1:49:10 GMT
My disability and SSI claims were transferred here. I finally got info as to why They keep denying Me. I need to see a rheumatologist who will certify Me as having a condition. I need Medicaid to see a rheumatologist. I need an address where I am living to get Medicaid. I have none. Just a mailing addy. So until I have an address... I am screwed.
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Post by LUCKY☆ on Oct 19, 2016 20:01:49 GMT
just tell rheumatologist ,this is for ssi.some may take you.as the bill will get paid if you qualify.by ssi.being as its cold where you r at.maybe more reumatologist.
ask your new ssi office.a big office means crowds but more chance of getting things done right.more accurate diagnosis when you get sent.because of higher population.basically your last ssi office was a shithole like the one ive been dealing with here in texas,small office and lots of dumbed down hicks running it.
whereas the big ones dont mess around.
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Post by Amaterasu Solar on Oct 20, 2016 12:12:09 GMT
Will be getting Medicaid. Then I can see a rheumatologist... The office here is not bad, but We'll see.
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Post by LUCKY☆ on Oct 21, 2016 1:54:37 GMT
hands clapping
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